Welcome to my Diary.

Main Entry:
di·a·ry
Pronunciation:
\ˈdī-(ə-)rē\
Function:
noun
Inflected Form(s):
plural di·a·ries
Etymology:
Latin diarium, from dies day — more at deity
Date:
1581
1: a record of events, transactions, or observations kept daily or at frequent intervals : journal; especially : a daily record of personal activities, reflections, or feelings2: a book intended or used for a diary


My largest problem has been my inability to shift my focus into the "material" level of life…half in a dream state, half out...I couldn’t achieve greatness then because perfection requires a deep understanding of the basics, the lowest level, the elemental stages….I didn’t go to elementary skool!! I skipped the structure stage and went straight to the mind….yet I didn’t know that I was running a race with no shoes, until now.
In fact, I was great at building lego sets and putting toys together…but I always had instructions…you know, directions from the manufacturer…
The creator of the toys always wrote down directions for building a certain scene and included it with the lego’s…
So I just followed the “easy-to-read” instructions, which included images...and numbers…and I always built it right….
Then I knew how to build certain things, and I could modify those however I wanted, putting my twist on the design…
I’m really good at designing, modifying, and enhancing….
I haven’t been so good with the basic element, which my mind doesn’t know right now because it hasn’t been focused there.
So now I know.